i in love with a boy, who is fucked up, even more then me. the best of the best, well i think so anyways. the thing is, I DONT WANT TO BE IN FUCKING LOVE WITH ANYONE, damnit. im going to hide away, and see what happens, i dont even think im able to act like i love someone. ever since that one boy, who cheated, and lied, ya know, well i havnt really been able too trust anything with a penis.

i was young and so naive
wearing my heart on my sleeve
and so i gave it to you
now left in pieces like broken jewels
you just up and left me here
for rot-gut gin and cheap beer
but im over crying and into fits
sad to see you go, you piece of shit
i have a wicked heart because of you
now hate is all that i can do
i have a wicked heart because of you
now hate is all that i can do
endless tears i cried for years
your endless bottoms of empty beers
smiling with your drink in hand
to think i once called you a 'real man'
i was always 2nd best, but what could i do?
when you loved the bottle and i loved you
i have a wicked heart because of you
now hate is all that i can do
i have a wicked heart becuase of you
now hate is all that i can do
it makes me sick to think i cared
knowing you were never there
and youll go on, what will you be?
never again a part of me
with empty hearts and open hands
you will hold your tainted stance
remember me when you fall apart
because you gave me this wicked heart
i have a wicked heart because of you
now hate is all that i can do
i have a wicked heart because of you
now hate is all ill ever ever do